shopping with mummy

went to Jusco Cheras Selatan today

woohoo

discounts everywhere

buy buy buy

but 1st : mcd

aww~  i wanted to collect the cool coca-cola cup

just buy the set with large burger + fries + sundae

RM10.15

then free the cup

><''

but i dont like the colour

i'll wait for the pink one

=P

accessories + purses + bags + nail polishes

>w<''

i wanted to buy a bag

school bag

it's RM38

not really expensive

but i think i dont necessarily need it

=)

i bought a purse

10 nail polishes

guess how much they cost me

=)

RM10

yes~!! RM10 for 10

muahahaha

happy

^^

my mom was considering to buy a handbag

RM50

quite nice

i like it too

but my mom thinks that it's expensive

she stood there and thought for 5mins

still cant make a decision

suddenly i had a thought of buying it for her

but when i wanted to open my mouth and say

"aiya. i buy for u lar"

she suddenly say
"ok lar. i buy this"

>w<''

so i didnt buy for her

she paid for herself

><''

then we went to see the woks

mum wanted to buy a new one

that one too expensive

i cant afford to buy for her

o.0''

we compared the prices and quality for at least 30mins

then finally she made her decision

then i went to look at the stationaries

i saw 2 lengzaiS~!!

XD

lol

i bought 10 notes book -> RM16.50

and a ring folder ->RM7.90

then my mum asked me whether i want to buy a water tumbler

yay~!!

finally

i wont thirst to death at school

XD

then we went to the supermarket

bought minute maid and bird nests

mum asked me whether i want to buy the Brands 雞精

nah~ i think i'll pass

i rather eat vitamin pills

our shopping day ended

^^

  

manicure

finally i went for manicure

yay~

it's not expensive

just RM26

paint + draw

manicure ( trim + polish included ) RM30

just paint RM20

design ( prices based on the difficulty of drawing )

can pick the designs from loads of examples there

or design it yourself

i designed it myself

^^

it's quite easy to draw

so they just charged me RM3/finger for the nail art

i pay attention when the manicurist do my fingers

wow

she was so geng

fast and accurate

i was slow and 出界 de

><''

just about 10mins

she's done

$ is so easy to earn

XD

this is how my nails look like

 left

right

not really nice

><''

they didnt got lighter blue

but it's fine for me

better than painting them myself

ya

i'm satisfied

^^


but dont know why
i felt like my nails are dead
covered by the nail polish
so cant breath
><''
maybe i just havent get used to it


i still love it
XD

i am so stupid

上了3天的課

現在的我 很壓力很壓力

對自己很失望

生氣自己

我真的很沒用

明明上課内容 在高中都已學過了

但是我還是不能catch up
我一直以爲 我上過高三
應該會比別人更容易上手的
結果當大家都在點頭明白的時候
我卻在抓頭說"哈?" 
明明學過了~!! 明明學過了~!!
知識都還給老師了


我最討厭的數學
爲什麽不放過我?!
今天上了簡單的straight line
argh~!!
明明就是學過的!!
我需要時間消化
我需要時間思考
我需要時間回想
不要叫我現場做數學
我會很焦慮 很無助


我生氣自己 以前沒用心讀書
總是臨時抱佛腳 
所以知識也只是在考試時 暫且留在腦裏
以前的很多的不明白 以爲就算了
怎知現在還是要面對那些不明白
結果就不明白+不明白
天啊~ 你殺了我吧


我很壓力
看著身邊的朋友大步大步往前跑
我卻在後面筋疲力盡 竭盡所能卻還是很落後


我害怕我應付不了


惟有繼續向前跑 再累也要跑

1st day of class

i should sleep early yesterday

so tired to open my eyes this morning

i tied up my hair today as we are having lab practice

woohoo

i like doing experiments

reached nottingham at 9am

written on the induction paper

there was a Pre-Sessional English at 9.30am

so i went to the classroom stated

but i saw people coming out of the building

then i saw Ambber

she said the classroom had changed

o.0''

but she didnt hear clearly where the class had changed to

==''

so we were lost for like 10mins

anxious and lost

after asking a few people

we found out that

the Pre-Sessional English is none of our business

we dont need to attend

==''

lol

so we went to the cafeteria

our class start at 11am

==''

i met some people from the foundation in science there

so we sat together and chatted around

mikko, sonia, sonia, ambber, me and Yu Shyuan

(she is the one i met and forgotten her name on induction day)

erhem

it was quite fun making new friends

at 10.30am

we went to hand in some forms and went to our classes

my english teacher is an indian

she was actually quite boring

i mean the way she talks and teaches

like she just woke up and didnt even comb her hair

haha

didnt taught us much today

i think she taught us some Study Skills (it's really a subject)

not so important i think

she asked us

"how do you think your english are?"

she wanted us to answer one by one

most of the students answered

"not so good"

"acceptable"

...

then when i answered

"cant speak really well"

she said

"you're speaking well now, dont under-estimate yourself"

^^

ya, i should have more confident to myself

class ended 15mins early

we went to the cafeteria for lunch

2pm we had lab practise

we have our own lab coat

XD

then the lecture started class

just some introduction on the lab practice and experiment report

didnt do any experiments

then she said that she had taught the stuffs for thursday's class

as there were too much time left for today's class

so thursday's class was cancelled

yay

3.30pm

class ended 30mins early

o.0''

so i phoned my mom

she was doing facial

==''

so i waited

at 4.30pm

i phoned her again

she said she were still doing facial

grr

so behsong

stated in my timetable

my class ends at 4pm mar

she should be punctual lar

all my friends had went home

left me alone waiting in the damn hot weather

grr

so

today's class was quite ok

i think i can handle it

but i felt that i cant really concentrate well in class

i was like listening

but not understanding/remembering

not that i dont understand

is like 左耳進,右耳出

my brain cant catch the points automatically

><''

every time when the teacher is talking

i will ask myself

"what had the lecture said?"

and i will like EMPTY

i am not day dreaming

i really did listen and understand what the lecture said

but after a several minutes

if u ask me

"what did the lecture said?"

my brain will be EMPTY

what happened to me?!?!

i need HELP

maybe i should take the Brand's 雞精

><''

NEED HELP

shopping~!!

i went shopping with Ambber today

^^

quite fun

we had more chances to know each others

from today's shopping

i founded out that

she is actually quite RICH

o.0''

i thought student who are studying abroad

should be quite thrift

before deciding to bring her to midvalley

i also considered bringing her to bukit bintang

because the stuffs there are cheaper

midvalley are more branded and expensive

but she said she want stuffs with better quality

so i brought her to midvalley

its also easy to reach with ktm

so we met at the ktm station at midvalley

then we started to shop for jeans

i brought her to ROMP

she bought a RM42++ jeans

for me, the price is ok

for her, it is considered very cheap

o.0''

then we passed by Levi's

i didnt plan to bring her there because for me is 

SO SO SO EXPENSIVE

i never own a Levi's Jeans before

==''

then she suggested to go in and have a look

the staffs there are very professional

they measured her waistline and hip

and suggested the most suitable jeans to her

after trying out the jeans

she like it and bought it

RM289

OMG

so damn expensive~!!

>w<''

but for her is like nothing big

o.0''

she paid the jeans with a credit card

wow she has a credit card

><''

cool

then we went for lunch at Madam Kwan's

it's a famous local cuisine

we chatted a lot during lunch

we have quite a lot of similarity

^^

she bought a lot of stuffs today

jeans x2

purse

groceries

shoes

i think she spent RM500 today

@.@''

it's quite fun to have a friend like her

she is kind and friendly

i hope our friendship can last long

^^

tired day

gonna sleep early tonight

classes officially start TOMORROW

nervous + excited

good nite

Induction

today is induction

quite a fun day knowing more about the uni

and most of all

making new friends

^^

my mom dropped me off in the F3 building

i was so anxious

because i cant find the teaching centre

o.0''
after asking several people 
i finally found the centre 

phew~

i was not lost

XD

the first friend i met named Ambber

she's from Hangzhou

she just came from Hangzhou yesterday

o.0''

she came here alone

without her family or friends

o.0''

and this is the first time she came Malaysia

wow she is brave

everyone in the classroom are friendly

they chatted with people around them

most of them are staying in the hostel

so they already know each other since registration

suddenly

a staff came and said the location had changed to the other building

because there ware too many students

o.0''

then we walked to the administration building

wow

loads of students

about 200 i think

most of them are chinese and indian

there were few people stood in front

and introduced about the stuffs they responsible

the people in the counseling office is quite friendly

they asked us to say "hi" to the people around us

lol too many names to remember

then they asked

"who is above 18?"

><''

about 10 students is above 18 only

and they said

they wont send results to parents whose child is above 18

o.0''

because we are already an adult

freedom? responsibility

><''

then they asked

"who is going to study foundation in engineering?"

wow

more than half students in the hall are going to enroll in engineering courses

why?

engineering is so boring

haha

the library part of the induction was quite boring

but the student association was quite fun

i saw photos of

Halloween. countdown. christmas party

mr. and ms Nottingham <-- beauty pageant

singing competition and so on

i want to have an exciting uni life~!!

oh ya

on tuesday

they have freshmen day 

(something like that)

all of us freshmen are welcomed to join

but i still dont know what the activities are

then they distributed the student ID

they called out our name one by one

i'm the first

o.0''

surprised me

i never been the first before

haha

XD

11.30am was lunch break

i met Johnson and TzeHow in the cafeteria

i had lunch with Ambber

and we chatted a lot

^^

then the 2nd part of the induction

we went to difference classroom according to the course we have picked

i met new friends again

but i forgot her name ><''

she is also enrolling psychology in the future

^^

there's only about 33 students in the class

timetable and loads of information were handed to us

><''

busy uni life

monday to friday also have classes

from 9am to 4pm

tiring

and 5 or 6 students share a personal tutor

my tutor is an indian

there's really a lot of indians there

o.0''

the induction ended early

so i have to wait for my mom to come fetch me

i walked alone aimlessly in the u

@.@''

then suddenly i met Ambber

( she is taking foundation in business )

then we went to see the distribution of the english groups

so many people

so narrow corridor

==''

i sweat

the uni is so big

going to different faculty is so tiring

and the hot weather

o.0''

about 2.30pm

my mom finally reached

nap time

^^

well

after a half day of induction

and making new friends

i'm looking forward to my uni life

^^

add oil~!!

Registration

i start my unofficial uni life today

haha

registration day

just bring some documents there and register

it didnt spent me much time

just about 30mins

1st : verify my results

2nd : fill up forms

3rd : pay tuition fees

4th : take photo for student id 

dont know why

i felt nervous

is it because i'm stepping to another stage of life?

i felt that

i have grown up

i'm a university student now

wow

time passed so fast

i also felt that i'm not being independent enough

i always rely on friends and family

but now

in a new environment

i'm alone

( for now lar . since i havent met any new friends yet )

i am nervous for tomorrow's induction

it's like the 新生营 but less fun lar

just briefing about some uni stuffs

9.30am to 2.30pm

but at 11.30am to 1pm is lunch break

>w<''

if i havent make friends before that time

i would be lonely

T__________T''

i'm scare to be alone

...

oh ya

i also saw a lengzai register today

XD

maybe we are classmates~!!

hahaha

add oil lar

008963

( my student number )

you can do it~!!

yeah

UNFAIR

argh~!!!

behsong ar~~!!!

T ^T

i wanna cry

i wanna shout

i wanna scream

i hate this kind of damn feeling

help me~~~~

T.T

my mom is so damn unfair

i so hate it

when my bro wanna buy something

or he ask for something

my mom DEFINITELY buy for him

is 100% buy for him~!!

but when i need something~!!

i tell her

i like talking to air~!!

she didnt even listen to what i say

TOTALLY deaf

what the hell

example 1:

my bro wanted a pair of running shoes

that he rarely wear~!!

he dont run and exercise

why he even wants a running shoes?!

my mom didnt say anything

and took him to midvalley in the following day

my mom lets him bought a Nike

i wanted to buy a pair of SOCKS

cheap and non-branded

just a pair of common socks

i waited for a whole damn month

and until now

i havent own a simple common damn socks~!!!

what the hell

example 2:

my bro wanted to buy a spec from Padini

then bring it to an optical shop to make them into glasses

in just a week

my mom brought him an optical shop and do what he wants

for me

i wanted to do manicure

i wanted to do so since February~!!

2 months~!!

2 damn months~!!

still havent go do the damn shit manicure

i search for the information

where and how much

what she said is just

"too expensive"

"so cheap"

what the hell

i didnt even call you to pay

i can pay myself

i just want you to drive me there

2 damn months~!!!!!!!!

~!@#$%^&*(?>::"}{

what the shit damn hell

YOU ARE SO UNFAIR

shit you~!!

what the hell~!!

he is your son

i am also your daughter~!!

the cold war starts

i wont do any housework

i wont talk to you

until u did what i wanted

keep my words

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心血來潮，想在這post下 我收藏已久的 =經典名句=。

是一些提醒我的話、啓發我的話、表達我思想的話。
全都是在facebook裏偷出來的。^^

 

讚~! 幹嗎要解釋自己?! 只要我-對得人，拜得神-就好了。

只要沉默，就贏了~

難怪我都忘不了。

原來是我還沒習慣那個-痛-。

這句話點醒了我。

我承認，

我是不甘心。

原來我沒那麽愛你。

哈哈。這很有娛樂效果。

可是我真的很like。

因爲我也他媽的愛過幾個人渣。

有些人就是那麽殘忍。

只留下慘痛的回憶給我，就轉身離開。

我該往前走啦。

我知道，

回不過去了。

真的。

每次因爲小事就哭泣，

因爲面對大事，

都很堅強。

我很任性。

所以也要很堅強。

對事不對人。

我做到。

可是對你，我還是覺得你不該-呼吸-!

恩。

還要多久時間，

我才可以做到這個境界呢?

不去想，越會去想。

想吧想吧~ 

多想些，就不痛了。

我最近變理智了。

難怪厭倦談戀愛了。

=)

我的喜怒由我操控。

我的哀樂由我決定。

孤獨也是可以好好享受的。

可是我不想看著你們幸福~

> <''

你記得我是條蟲。

提醒自己，

我做好事不求回報。

很lc的一句話。

我喜歡。

你不爽，干我屁事?!

以前的甜蜜回憶，

其實也不過是這樣。

讓我猜來猜去這麽久。

最後連屁都沒放一個。

damn you~

這句話。

我得好好記住。

我以爲我是誰?!

凴什麽lc扮高傲?!

分享完啦。

晚安。

^^