Tuesday, December 30, 2014

My 2014 Review

Can’t believe tomorrow is the last day of 2014 already! Time flies, I am not ready to welcome 2015 yet! Oh my gosh, I don’t even remember what I have achieved in 2014. First thing I regret of not doing in 2014 is continuing my blog, because now I have to think extra hard to recall my memories. LOL. Ok, so I’m going to rely on my Instagram posts to recall since there is where I posted actively.

In 2014, I’m still having my university life when most of my high school friends have started with work, Saw a lot of convocation photos this year and I can’t wait to post mine in 2015! My results in Year 2 were quite alright I guess. Passed with an average score, shall work harder since it is my final year already! A lot of presentations and public speaking this year; in Year 2 we had our group experiment presentations; Year 3 we had our individual poster presentation and a group debate. My performances were ok I guess, better than what I expected, since I think I have a phobia in public speaking LOL. Also we have started our Final Year Project (FYP), I am so blessed that Eshan, EeThong and I share the same FYP topic so we can always have meeting together with our supervisor, helped me reduce so much stress. 






This year, I was not as hardworking to look for jobs compared to the previous’. Most of my job were introduced or offered by my previous supervisors. Thank you so much for the job opportunities, I am so blessed to know you awesome people haha! I worked for Air Asia, Wechat (x4 times), Instamedia (x3 times), Celcom, Microsoft and few different companies in different fairs. But I still did not earn enough to reach one of my 2014 goals, which is +3k savings in my bank account. The amount even went down because I spent so much this year LOL. But I think I well spent them la, I bought smartphones for both of my parents and I went to watch Leehom. And I did a lot of online shopping this year lol.






I got a bit more outgoing this year. I joined a few activities/ events like Colour Run, Run for your lives. And I also went to a few gym sessions with Mikko and YuShyuan. A little healthier than before, maybe that’s why I gained a bit of weight. My target for 2014 is still to gain weight until 45kg, but currently I’m 42kg, so I guess I got improved a bit because I was always around 39-41kg, today suddenly when I weighted myself, 42kg! Haha. My mum even congratulated me when I told her I am now 42kg lol. Ok, back to outgoing, I also went café hopping quite often this year since café is now the trend lol. I am passionate in food photography now lol. I always spend a lot of time taking pictures of my meals/ coffee before eating them haha. I think I’m quite good at this also XD.





Oh, I also went travelling this year. I went for a short food trip to Penang with my parents and to KK for a short getaway. The annual family trip this year was to Korea! First time going to Korea where we cannot communicate with the locals, so it was a new experience for us! I miss shopping in Myeongdong and watching handsome Korean guys in Gangnam. I bought so much make ups and skin cares. I miss Korea!! 2014 is also the year which I started to watch Korean programme. Yup, Running Man. I even went to see Running Man when they came to Malaysia for a fan meeting. But I only managed to attend the autograph session. First time I saw KwangSoo in person. KwangSoo is now the 2nd artist I loved followed by Leehom at the 1st place lol. He is even on my laptop desktop and phone lock screen haha. Please come to Malaysia more often KwangSoo!

Still sticking with the same old bunch of friends this year! Haha. I am so blessed to have them with me throughout the year. From foundation to final year, looking forward to graduate together! We even celebrate the important meaningful dates together like Christmas Eve. We never forget each other’s birthday and would always plan something albeit it was just a small celebration. I still remember the heartwarming birthday card they made for me. Thank you so much!!

Ah.. what else? Hmm. I learnt to bake and cook a few simple meals! I baked like 5 cakes this year lol. But I stopped baking now because no ones in my house like cakes. And I learnt to cook super delicious Maggie curry with eggs lol, which is now a very often supper choice I have. And also half boiled eggs! Simple dishes but at least I can feed myself now lol. I think I can survive on my own now hahaha.






My 2014 was simple but fruitful. Thank you for being a part of my life people! Words really cannot describe how grateful I am to have you guys supporting me! <3


Saturday, May 31, 2014

考試

終于把試給考完了   身心疲憊
這次沒有比上次更勤勞溫書   結果每科都在生死邊緣
今天的最後一科更是掉下懸崖了
能存活下來沒有  就要一個月后才知道

考試也考了10多年  從小父母就對我的學業看得寬的
每次考試都不會念我讀書  成績考不好也不會念太多
可是每次考試回到家   他們都會問 "怎樣?"
從小我的答復無論如何都是 "還好咯"
小時候是死要面子不讓父母知道我不會做  直到成績出爐
現在不會做的考試反而直接在父母還沒問之前
就自己自首說 "不會做啊" 讓他們知道其實我自己也很難過
父母的回應有時候只是嘆個氣念兩句
可是那兩句的其中一句真的好討厭
"你不是說 90題 ABC 罷了的咩?"
...
對 是90題 MCQ   可是從來沒有人說過 MCQ 就是簡單的啊
除了 MCQ 還有 2個 Essay
另外的科目 3小時考試都是 60 題 MCQ 2個 Essay
爲什麽今天的是 90題 MCQ 再加 2個 Essay ?!
做不完  沒時間想  所以才會掉下懸崖
直接告訴父母考試會不會做是因爲想給他們個心理準備
可是有時候真的很爲難
我怎麽知道我覺得自己會做考試很容易  結果分數出來那麽低
有時候也不明白明明最沒有信心的科目  爲什麽會是最高分的
今天的最後一科我很有信心會考出很差的成績
所以就直接告訴父母了
從來都沒有像電視劇那樣聼到他們說 "沒關係  下次再努力"
自己其實也很希望聽到這樣的話
而不是 "你又說 90題 MCQ" 
或者 "你又說跟 pass year 類似" 這種話
就算跟 pass year 一樣也不能代表我能夠 100% 啊
知道 pass year 題目又不知道答案
也不可能就賭它就跟 pass year 一樣而不讀其他的

沒有份一起考試的人   你們是不會懂我們的困境的
有時候真的好想就回一句
"你去考啦  講醬多"

Friday, April 4, 2014

今年生日特感動!

生日已經過了一個禮拜多, 翻看回那天的照片, 仍然覺得很感動很感恩 :')
對於今年的生日, 其實我真的沒有期望很多, 我只希望收到我在乎的朋友們的生日祝福
或許就是因爲期望不大, 所以小小的驚喜就足以讓我感動好久, 也容易滿足
過了這麽多年的生日, 我覺得今年的生日, 過得最幸福了 :3


第一個讓我開心的是 父母
生日前一天, 媽媽就問了我想要吃怎樣的生日大餐, 我有點小驚訝
因爲今年生日落在星期三, 爸爸做工弟弟上課, 回到家很累可是還是願意為我慶生
說了一句 "日本自助餐", 媽媽就立刻上網查詢餐舘
還邀約了 我的TA 和弟弟的女朋友參與
第一次這樣的一個組合晚餐, 感覺上蠻溫馨的, 一對一對排排坐
雖然沒有收到什麽大禮物, 可是大家聚在一起真的讓我好窩心 <3


第二讓我驚訝的是大學的朋友們
真的很感動收到他們的大生日卡與祝福
特別感謝 Eshan 親手製作以及收集大家的祝福
上完課后她說要去 SA 找男朋友, 我還真的沒有懷疑還是想太多
去個廁所回來后 YongLin 不見了也沒有起疑心
在聼 FYP 時突然收到生日卡片真的很想跟大家來個擁抱還是什麽的
可是在場内卻又必須保持安靜 /.\
不要看我表情這麽冷酷, 其實我的心當時候就被大家的心思給融化了, 哈哈
看著大家的留言我也差點落淚! 因爲我真的沒有想到會收到一份這麽珍貴的禮物 :')
生日過了2 天, 慶祝卻還沒結束, 跟 Mikko 和 Eshan 去Tous Les Jours 吃東西聊天
很感謝 Mikko 這麽晚了還特地駕車來載我去到這麽遠
還有 Eshan 就算要一個人自己搭 LRT 也要來為我慶祝 :')
我真的覺得自己太幸福了!! 我人緣這麽差, 嘴巴這麽臭, 脾氣那麽坏
竟然還能夠認識對我這麽好的朋友 :')
那晚我們坐在餐廳了大概 3-4 個小時, 聊天拍照吃東西
還有今年第一次的切蛋糕和生日歌, 謝謝你們讓我的生日完整了


第三開心當然是有 TA 的陪伴
在生日當天 TA 把我當王一樣 (平時當公主 LOL)
生日隔天還帶我補過一個二人世界的生日
雖然只是簡單的吃飯看戯逛街, 可是只要能夠手牽手在一起我就很滿足了
這個笨蛋還親手為我折了玫瑰花, 大男人也會花心思哦? :P


第四開心是 Supervisor Ken 請吃蛋糕 哈哈哈
第五開心當然是大家在 fb, sms, whatsapp 我的生日祝福語!!

朋友不需要多, 真心的一兩個就足夠
我覺得我有太多對我真心的朋友了, 一定是上輩子修來的福, 哈哈
生日雖然過去了, 可是滿滿的感動與回憶我會一輩子記得

生日快樂啦! 盧盈穎

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

2014 目標與展望

記得中學時期的上課第一天
班導都會給我們這樣一個日記題目 : 我的20xx 目標與展望
每次都會認真想想  到年底的時候  我想要看見一個怎樣的我
新的一年裏  我要干什麽有意義的大事來充實自己
結果每年的展望和目標都似乎一樣
因爲 

哈哈哈  一拖再拖!! 
今年真的要認真一點了!! 寫出來就要努力去實踐它們!!

                      2014 目標:  ( 目標是可以用分數或什麽數字測量的東西 )
                           (1)_學業成績總平均達至 65%
                           (2)_健康增肥至 45kg
                           (3)_銀行存款 + RM3k

                      2014 展望: ( 展望很像目標, 可是無法 statistically 測量 )
                           (1)_天天開心
                           (2)_正常作息 ( 自己寫的時候都覺得有點 Impossible  LOL )
                           (3)_用心對待身邊每個人
                           (4)_對事不對人
                           (5)_擴大朋友圈  多認識新朋友

加油!!

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