Finally
i decided to attend the class gathering
it really spent me a lot of courage to make this decision
many stuffs need to b considered before making this tough decision
i have to think
"do i really want to meet those ppl who hurt me so bad?"
"can i blend in?"
"i should b strong n face those ppl right?"
at the last minute
i decided to go
as i predicted
i cant blend in
no one even care if i attend or not
i felt uncomfortable being there
it's just not my place to hang around
not that i dont like my classmates
just that i dont like to be in a big group
i felt that i dont exsist
i dont have the reason to exsist
dont worry, i'm not sad nor angry
watever lar
haha
at the end everyone end up watching football
lol
abt my relationship with him
argh~!!
make me damn angry
he is so stubborn
i hate his attitute
sh*t u~!!
GOODBYE

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