nothing special ~~

it has been a while since i updated my last blog

actually a lot of stuff happened

but i just couldnt find a reason to tell and write

no motivation at all

but today

i feel like coming here n share my feelings

haha

a happy day i had with huiyin n minyee

damn love the moments v spent together

v talked about everything and everyone

kepo-ed about everyone's everything

haha what else can a bunch of gals talk about?

v talked about ourselves too of course

v told each other our recent and asked for advices

indeed.. i took a lot of advices from them

i really should rethink about him

i dont want to care about someone who doesnt care about me

stupid, tiring and disappointing

i should rethink

i should rethink

i should rethink

i really felt disappointed every time he said good nite in the middle of our conversation

many things i wanted to tell him

but he doesnt seem like really want to listen

as days go by

i too feel like dont wanna care about him anymore

i dont wanna start a fight

but i want some attention from him

a "good morning" and a "good nite" are not enough to remain our relationship

v have to start our uni life soon, so what!?

you're going to kampar, so what!?

v hav just 1 more chance to meet, so what!?

so what?!

i dont care about these things as long as u treat me good and make me happy

i dont like your negative thinking

i dont like your "i-dont-care" attitude all because u think we wont last long together

u are the one who deny our relationship

i really dont like being with someone like that

make me feel so emo all the time

i want u to care more about me

that's all

i feel unsecured that u dont believe in our relationship

i dont wanna b the one who is giving the whole time

u should pay some effort too

i know i digress

==''

what ever lar

this is my blog wat

i can write anything i want

lol

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