rejections

ahahha. time to practice my english
XD

recently i was staying home bored to death nothing to do sleeping whole day
O__O''

sunday i had dance class
it was only my 2nd class
not bad
i can catch up
^^
the main point is : the teacher is damn lengzai~!!
muahahaha
my motivation of learning the dance
XD
dont wanna embarrass myself in front of him
so i will pay 101% attention during class
=]

another stuffs i am busying lately is doing research on phones
hahaha~
i wanna buy new phone dy~!!
sony ericsson xperia x8~!!

nice huh?
hahah~
about RM480
include : screen protector, cover, anti-virus, downloaded game, 8gb memory card
very cheap huh?
ya!
hahaha
i wanna buy it bcoz too many ppl using iphone
not special dy
at least among my friends no one using this phone
so i'm special
LOL
then a friend suddenly said she wanna buy the exact same phone together
O__O
fine~
then she said her 3 colleagues also wanna buy
and through me they wanna buy the phone
hmm
actually
i'm not that happy
=(
like suddenly giving stuffs for me to do
i dont even know them
why should i help them to buy
buying the phone so cheap is already making me felt sorry for the dealer
as i'm making him earn less commission dy
5 ppl buying the phone through me
hmm.. i am the one who is facing the dealer
i am the one who will feel sorry for the dealer
me myself also worked as a promoter before
i know how much i hate when customers ask for cheaper price
haiz
can u gals buy the phone yourselves?
then if any problems, not my fault
and helping u gals dont benefits me
instead, u gals are troubling me
=(
but i felt sorry for my friend lar
i dont like rejections to friends

talking abt rejections
haiz
i suppose to watch movie with a friend this wed
suddenly she suggested to watch another movie with her colleague after our movie
then we'll go pasar malam together
hmm
i dont like to be in group
especially with strangers
not that i'm not willing to make new friends
just that
i just really dont like to be in groups
as i stated in my status :
朋友不需要多，知心的一兩個就夠
i dont need many friends
i really dont
first time have the feeling of a friend trying to use me as a driver
i dont bother to fetch more "guest"
since we already plan to go there
but i didnt plan to go with strangers
i can imagine the situation :
4 of them chatting in their own language
me driving silently cant join in the conversation
hmm
i really dont wanna be a "driver"
i dont want to feel like i'm left out
i dont like to share a friend with strangers
but as i stated, i dont like rejections
so i'll think of it later lar
making my head big
==''

other than that
i may had found a job on friday
muahaha
working for my cousin
promoter
but details i still dont know yet
yay~!
working day~ =)
ahahaha..
find me when u feel bored
i'm always there to chat with
=)